So many things to be grateful for. And I am. I don’t want to sound like a brat…. But I do, and it seems like I am ungrateful. That couldn’t be further from the truth. I am in a job – the box. Been at this job for a long while lately. Sure, it’s hard. Sure, it’s challenging and it feels some days like a false sense of reality, working to fulfill insignificant goals. A place that I use to pave the way to afford the things I want, need, and love. And that is the truth. But I am so grateful. I have been tossing around and testing a truth that I think I have discovered: that “For something to be true, you have to see it from both sides.” I truly feel that is a place where…
Ok, so an update to the last post, I was offered that job. And yes, that’s right – I took the job. I was officially working again for another company. The very one, indeed, headliner of the wrestle in my previous post. When I had been at it just barely over a month, it was too soon to really know how it was going to work out. I mean, I thought I would eventually really enjoy it. However, in the first 3 months of “drinking from the fire hose” season, it felt stressful and overwhelming during the learning phase. I was particularly perturbed at the level of responsibility I already had with no official training; however, this complaint was just me being exhausted from my last position that entailed a much higher level of the same. Smaller companies tend to not have great training programs built…